January 18, 2009
So dad and I are on our roadtrip on our way to get my stuff from Greenville. I kind of have mixed feelings. It's going to be sad to leave Greenville and all my friends, but I know this is what I need to do. But then I think, is it really what I need to do, or have I just convinced myself of that? It's kind of like my food choice. I don't like fast food and won't eat it, but sometimes I think that I've more trained myself to not like it or eat it. how do I know that my choice to stay home is truly from Christ and not my selfish desires or wants? But it's not like I'm trying to escape Greenville, I'm choosing a path that's changing. I know I'm seeking the Lord's will so as long as I continue to seek Him, I know that He will lead me. How do I know I haven't convinced myself that I'm following Him, when in actuality I'm not? I'm not saying that this is the case, but what if? I guess that I need to rely on the truth and faith. I can't doubt the truth that God has given and when it comes to decisions I need to stand firm on His truth and foundation.
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